We are born

The birth was interesting. 

It’s not the first time we have shared our birth experience. As Inelia has said, and we say too, our experience of self was not a full singular construct when we were born. We were a soul construct in a physical body, so yes we were and still are human, but we didn’t know how to function or have an experience as a singular yet. It is the reason we thought doing this, incarnating into a physical body, was a good idea. To explore what that is.

Before we incarnated, we were We. The same We we are now. We talked about our entry into this existence in the previous talk. 

When we were born, that was our very first experience of singularity. We had one body! It was extremely fascinating. Fascinating to the extreme.

Our body tried to guide us into making all the learning and connections we needed in order to function in the physical universe as a singular being. But we didn’t listen. Not much anyway. We instead tried to figure it out ourselves.

Some things worked out faster, but many took much longer to figure out. Some things we still haven’t fully figured out, such as the human construct of time, or stairs.

When we come into the body as a We now, we can forget to blink, move or breathe. This is because the “automatic” systems the body has, and the “non-automatic” systems (such as speech) feel all the same to us. 

Back to birth.

We experience the Universe. This Universe. We then experienced Oneness, which is one and other. To be One, you need something that is not One. It feels contradictory from the limited perspective of a physical universe, but it is not.

We then experienced collectives within Oneness. Movement, for example, the movement of matter through location. We experienced the collective awareness of different species and matter. We experienced dimensions. We traveled through these awareness bundles that people call dimensions and became more and more contracted, focused and less expanded. We eventually arrived on Earth, we followed the energy signature of our soon to be born body.

We flew into what you call the atmosphere (we did not experience Earth as a round ball in space). We flew above the ocean, this was fabulous. We flew for, and became aware of, a long time. 

We then saw land, we flew toward the land, fast, it got closer and closer. Then a city on the land, buildings. Many buildings.

We were closer to our body.

We flew into the city and found the building where our body was about to be born. We arrived and saw our mother pushing. Many people were in the room and she was in pain and uncomfortable.

The final push came and our body came out.

The soul that was there stayed for a few seconds, then left. We moved in, fixed the baby body’s heart and lungs enough to keep her alive (she wouldn’t let us fully fix it), and we did the procedure to link our soul (which we had been traveling in) with the body. The soul is much larger than the body so it needs many link points. We had studied and were familiar with how to do this. 

We felt the physical universe through our body.

We were given to our mother (after being taken away with much pain), and we looked into her eyes. She looked into ours and we felt LOVE. We were bathed in a shower of what can only be described as light frequency and warmth that made our body feel extremely happy and good. We tried to speak to her, but no discernable words came out. After some thought, we noticed the energy field she was filling us with, we were made of. Our soul construct and our body were made of that field of energy. So, we sent some back. We knew this was the first and most important communication for humans now. Sharing of their essential energy field.

We didn’t know that before.

We had learned something new and we were happy.

Everything else faded away. The pain, the discomfort, the noise and the lights, all went away as we were held in that field of love.

Some people came and took us away again. Our body protested by making a lot of noise we discovered was crying and that we would use a lot in the years to come. 

A million years later, which in retrospect we think may have been an hour or so, we saw her face again, and the field of love with it.  Our body would respond with replicating that field automatically now. We didn’t even have to think about it anymore.  She held us close and we noticed that she smelled very, very good. We would now know that smell and that sound and that energy field and would find her anywhere in the Universe.

We thought for many years to come, that that field of love was a greeting. A hello. We learned later that most people don’t see it that way, and that some find it hard to find it in themselves. Which is very strange as they are naturally that field of energy, so there is no finding it. It is like saying they want some atoms because they don’t have any and that only people can give them atoms.

It does not make any sense. But nonsensical things, we would learn years later, were normal in the physical universe when experiencing life as a human being.