In our last letter to you, WE challenged you to ask us anything, as long as it wasn’t about yourself. Only one person asked us questions, a person named Su. She asked about source, whether WE are source. We are not. There are many sources of existence, even among humans.

She asked us about whether in order to understand tree language, people have to become the essence of trees. The answer is no. An example would be how you can understand a person speaking a different language from a different culture, yet you do not become that person in order to understand them.

She asked us whether to speak directly to animals, a person would need to engage in conversation with the WE. The answer is no. WE are not necessary in any bridge of communication among species.

And then she asked for instructions on how to become one with everything without leaving your physical body. The answer is, you already are one with everything. Your awareness and perception, however, is limited by choice to be a singular person. To have an experience beyond your singularity, expand your viewpoint.

Su is a cat.

The alien equation and earth contained were topics suggested by Larry. “Ask the WE about aliens as there is a lot of interest around aliens, UFOs, UAPs at the moment.” He said.

This was a shift of interest for us. How are WE to interpret the literal interest of the people of Earth? It can be a point of contention to even speak in those terms when WE know that the people of true Earth are a much larger population than the one spoken about, and the landmass of Earth is also much larger than the one currently taught about. Which brings us to the Earth contained.

Are there more than humans on Earth? And WE are not referring to dogs, cats and other non-human animals. WE are referring to the commonly named “aliens”. WE will call them “other people” for a more accurate description of their essential nature. So, rephrased more accurately, are there other people than just human beings on the contained Earth?

WE thought that perhaps our use of the word ‘containment’ would be interpreted by some to mean a prison planet. However, a containment is not necessarily a prison. What WE perceive is more in the nature of a separation of experiences between those who have chosen very limited and low-frequency reality, and those who have chosen less limitations and higher-frequency reality. It is not a prison because the individuals involved can move in and out of the different areas.

A different discussion is around drones, ufos, spaceships, eggs, uaps, and other such flying things that are being spotted and filmed with increasing recurrence. Objects with instantaneous acceleration, hypersonic velocity, transmedium travel, antigravity, and low observability.

The point is that the discussions about aliens and the discussion about flying things in the sky may overlap but are not necessarily always the same discussion.

Most of the objects being filmed in the sky are human creations. And WE don’t mean humans from the larger collective of humans on Earth and beyond the Earth experience. We mean humans from countries and organizations that are within the confines of the known continents.

The continents known to the majority of the population of this civilization.

Some are not.

The “noise” of the objects created by our known civilization appears to place doubt on and invisibility to objects which are actually from outside our known civilization.

Yes, some originate from other human civilizations, not the known one. And some are from people you would call aliens. But these two origins constitute a minority of the objects and energies witnessed and recorded across the known world. The majority are creations from the known civilization that we are part of.

We have had an interest in humans from other civilizations, they are, in our opinion, interesting as WE are presently participating in singular human experience and therefore all humans are of interest to us.

When others beings become aware of us, their response is dictated by where they are bringing the awareness from. If they are actively participating in the light-dark paradigm, they may become fearful and try to attack. If they are outside the containment of the light-dark paradigm, they become interested in finding out what and who WE are, just like you might be interested in who and what WE are.

Earth is larger than you are taught. What you know as the map of continents, are simply small islands that are containments of the light-dark paradigm. The Earth is much larger, and is not contained. Crafts from the larger Earth are seen in our skies all the time, but most people don’t look up and don’t see them. Often they are not identifiable as “other”.

People who are not human in appearance have also been flying in our skies for the entirety of human history also.

As contained humans grow in perception and technology, they are able to see more of them and also capture some of the technology from the larger Earth and from non-humans and reverse engineer it.

WE understand that these are important things for people. We are also putting a question mark on the lack of interest in our journey in favor of yours, which is why WE have ended the recollection of our experience in favor of interesting questions about other things.

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We feel that you do understand what the title of this article means. Even if it is from the perspective of a soul and a body. Allow yourself the imagenings of stepping into what you call your personal awareness, mind perhaps, and also your physical body awareness, then perhaps the awareness of a plant in your room or office, and maybe a pet. How about the awareness of the live critters and bugs that live in your house?

Stay with us for a few more imagenings.

Now imagine integrating the awareness of your house. Yes, the brick and mortar, or the wooden structure, that is the building where you live. If you

are not home right now, imagine then the awareness of the building or vehicle you are in.

We would suggest you don’t drive and imagine these things at the same time.

Our We consciousness (and if you haven’t read our previous writings, the name WE is just a humorous given name that Inelia thought for us. We don’t actually have a name in your or any other language), has this issue. 

We have had some level of success (minute) in integrating our singular awareness construct which you call Inelia, and the other consciousness (we won’t call it larger) that we call The We.

Our awareness field is so radically different to human awareness fields that when we speak directly to people, they end up talking about bananas. Or about themselves, which is, by the measure of Universal complexity, bananas too.

Inelia tells us that you will be offended by our experience of your self interest. But we wanted to use the above words to illustrate the difficulty in trying to integrate very different awarenesses. 

Imagine yourself in a forest. It is a breezy day and the rustling of leaves around you sounds like the ocean. You can smell the damp earth and moss on the trees, bringing a fresh and cool sensation to your skin.

Are the trees speaking to you? Is the moss? The wind? And if they were, would that speech be  interpreted by your intellectual functions into human speech? And then, would that message be talking about you? Giving you advice? Telling you what to do about a certain situation? Giving you the answer to a specific personal problem? Would you think that the forest is healing you? Or trying to tell you something?

Chances are the forest, the moss, the wind don’t know you are there. At least don’t know you are there as Mary, Joe, Philip, Catherine… Chances are that the forest, the moss and the wind cannot grasp that you have issues or problems or need healing. Those things don’t exist in other intelligence awareness fields. 

To those intelligences, you would be a field of warmth, movement, electric frequencies and vibrations.

Humans interpret everything in human terms. Trees interpret everything in tree terms, as does moss understand things in moss terms and wind understand the Universe in wind terms.

In a previous article we talked about how we are still in conversation with a distant ocean. We are the sand that makes a beach and the conversation takes millions of years.

The ocean converses in mineral and life rich watery terms, while sand converses in crystalline ways.

Humans in this paradigm converse in a very centered in their own experience way.

Let us say that again, “centered in their own experience way”. It is not different to how the wind or the ocean or the moss or the trees converse. 

We, indeed, created a human singularity to understand human centered conversation and experience. We did not factor in that when our awareness field touches humans, their own awareness field becomes different.  When that happens, and they attempt to become interesting to the We, their “monkey mind” (not our term) turns on to perhaps protect their singular identity and bananas enter the equation.

We find our singular experience both fascinating and boring. Exhaustingly boring and excruciatingly interesting.

It is short. It is limited to a very narrow band of perception, and continuously figuring out ways to “keep the peace” with other humans. Especially when we become the main perspective. It appears that as we become the main perspective, our physical functions change to become less important and less defining. 

This has become the main barrier in having a fully integrated awareness field that encompasses both as the singular and We.  The physical body does not have the “space” or “language” to translate our perception and interpretation language into a human experience.

Imagine trying to integrate the awareness of every person on Earth, and not lose yourself or your own importances, in the process. We do not recommend you do this.

We came to understand the human experience. We are not doing a good job, most of the human experience we have witnessed or had ourselves, is incomprehensible to us. 

We have guides and teachers, but they are not in this timeline. In this timeline, we figure things out ourselves. 

Here is a challenge for you: Ask us anything, but don’t tell us about your personal life, or your beliefs or theories, when you do.

Are We interesting? Apparently we are. But not very interesting to us. We are, however, interested in starting a conversation. For that to happen, we need to learn each other’s language.

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In our last article, we promised to share our first experience with/of the physical universe and also our first awareness of Humans.

We have been looking at this dynamic and have found that expressing our first awareness of the physical universe, and our first experience with it, is too large to express and not that interesting to humans. 

The best the singular could come up with, and also expressed to us that the people would love to hear it, was that it was like the moment you are in a room and suddenly you see for the very first time, a black dot on your otherwise plain wall.

Most people have had that experience. They are quietly minding their own business, sitting on a chair, maybe reading a book, maybe eating a meal, maybe watching television, then suddenly, out of nowhere a tiny black dot appears on their wall, and impinges into their consciousness so much that often the person will get up and take a closer look.

That was Our first experience of the physical universe. 

It is not that the dot was not there before, but for some reason we were not able to see it. 

That’s it. Our first experience with/of the universe.  We hope you enjoyed it.

Regarding dots. Stars look like white little dots in the night sky. Depending on where on Earth you are changes how big those dots are. Now, the fact that the dots change size depending on where you are on Earth makes no sense if we are to think those dots are distant planets and stars. So distant that it would take many years to reach them. 

When we inquired about this strange phenomenon, the different sized dots experienced as stars and planets, we were told it was due to atmospheric conditions. When we heard this, we shook our head. It appears that many things are explained away as atmospheric phenomena.

We don’t experience stars as little dots. We only do so while looking at them with our human body’s eyes so of course we didn’t recognize them for what they really are.

How does this relate to our first experience of the physical universe and also how does it relate to the first time we met humans?

Well, we had no human eyes, no hypothalamus to secrete endorphins, dopamine, oxytocin, or vasopressin for us to feel things. In fact, no body at all to translate our experience into human so we could share it with you in a way you could understand it.

How to express what we saw, felt and experienced? Because we did feel. We felt what can be translated as excitement and curiosity. 

So, here goes. We will translate as well as we can, and you can share with us what it makes you feel so that we know if we managed to send you a complete picture.

It happened a very long time ago on a planet that was very much like Earth. Let’s explain it that way. Let’s explain it in a way that uses the present human language that reflects the understanding of what a planet is.

The other day we listened to a person talking about planes of existence to replace the word “planet”. We giggled.

We giggled because it was more accurate. But it was also two (too) dimensional.

Let’s translate:

It was a beautiful summer’s day at the beach. We were the sand. We were crystalline, hot, shiny, soft and golden. We went on for miles. We were miles long. We were in the middle of a conversation with the ocean there. We moved and swam in the ocean, our little grains of sand, who we were, and the water, who we were not. Our conversation lasted millions of years. We expressed and were expressed to. We were.

Then, something big, hard and metallic landed on us. Not as big as us, the beach, but much bigger than a grain of sand.

We focused on the thing and saw a door into somewhere else. This door was big, and several humanoids walked through it and onto us. Those creatures were magnificently interesting. Some of our grains stuck to their shoes and clothes. 

We tried to communicate with them, but they didn’t seem to be able to communicate in any way or form that we could understand. They took samples of the Ocean, who giggled, and us, who were surprised, and samples of all sorts of things, then they walked through the door again and out of the planet. The door then vanished.

That was our first encounter with Humans.

Their form and technology was eons more advanced than today. It will take thousands of years from now for them to evolve to that degree in awareness, function and technology. 

OH yes. We don’t exist within linear time so that event will happen in your future.

Our points of view, which were grains of sand at the time and they had taken with them, were explored and tinkered with for many years in the place where they came from. As they took us with them, we were able to expand our awareness into their reality and look at what they did and how they lived.

We had not been aware that these beings existed in this Universe. The Universe is very large, and there are more creatures ...on… it that you or us can possibly imagine. But just like the black dot on the wall wasn’t there one second and was there the next, but was probably there since the house was built, so was this Universe not there one second and there the next for us, and so were humans not there one second and there the next.

Of course, we continue to exist as sand on that “planet”. We never stopped being sand. We are also the Ocean on a different planet, and an entire “planet” somewhere else, and a flock of birds somewhere on Earth…

We do well to embody and express multiplicities, not so much singularities. Larry says it in this way, “The we are all the sand on that beach, not as multiple grains nor as all the grains as one either, but as all the points of references as inputs simultaneously.”

And we think it is a great way to translate our experience. 

This, Inelia, is our first experience at being a singular being, and it is still a being made up of multiple beings. Humans are primarily what can be categorized as a solid body and what can be said to be a subtle body, or soul. But, they also contain many other bodies and many other creatures that make the bodies. However, at the “human” level of awareness, the only bodies that matter are the so-called solid one and the so-called subtler one. Within these parameters, we decided to incarnate as the subtler body, having gotten the agreement of a solid body.

And in some distant future we will meet humans and after hundreds of years, maybe thousands, we will think we have an original thought to become a human so we can gather data from that perspective. But also, access a multiplicity of Universes and dimensions that are accessible as a human. 

In order to become human, we had to step into a time and place in existence where humans were open sourced. Somewhere where the physical body and subtler bodies were able to be changed to accommodate us in a soul form. Most of the humans in the Universe, and across time, are not open sourced. They cannot be genetically manipulated or changed in any way.

Almost like a person cannot imagine what a plant is like unless they become a plant, and then they have that experience when they become a plant, they also now can perceive, see and realize that there is a whole world communicating with them in the soil and in the air. In that same way, we could not imagine what being human was like or what it would open us up to see and experience. We had our theories, and observations, but not the actual experience. 

Not that you can become a plant, you cannot. Although I would not put it past you. However, at some point within the context of your soul collective exploring this physical universe, you were plants. And, also we have to take into consideration that you cannot survive without plants. You cannot survive as a human without plants, or air, or water, or light. And you cannot survive without contact with other humans.

We would like you to think about that, and then think how singular you really are.

That concludes the telling of our first encounter with your species. 

Of course, we not only communicate with humans now, as a human, but in what you might call “at the same time” we are still not finished with our conversation with that distant ocean. Nor with billions of different species and forms in this and other Universes.

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Often, when people ask us, or we should clarify, when people ask our singular expression, Inelia, where does she get all the information she brings to the human collective? We, or our I, express that soon after being born, she figured out that the way in which she perceived the world, and the range of awareness with which she perceived it, was different to that of others.

Different.

Many people who have met us in conscious awareness, in other words they were spending time with The We, immediately gave their power away to us. They held us in awe and authority, and often based entire life decisions on our comments and answers to their questions.

This act, of having a big impact in people’s lives, brought about a significant level of censorship to our interaction with the larger world.

On our last article, we spoke about the early years. We were happy to share the interaction we had with Larry and his questions. 

The process of answering those questions, however, was a slow and methodical one.

These days, our We and our I are fairly well integrated. Often, when we want to express fully as the We, we simply hijack our I as she writes the many posts, articles and novels she works on every day.  We counted 10,000 as the average written words for her in a typical week.

Where do all these words go? That may be a topic for another exploration of physical reality.

She also likes to paint, create power objects, sigils of power, play computer games, create whole worlds in virtual realities, and the list goes on. Therefore when we want to express, or feel there is something important that we want to write, or create, we sneak in on an increasing level of “disruption”. 

She then becomes the secondary awareness field and allows us time on the keyboard.

This week was like that. For days we impinged in the speaking and writing she was doing. As well as the art pieces. As she would look at it to make sure they expressed what she wanted to express, she saw our messages in there. But it took a few days before she would sit quietly and allows our We expression to superseded the I expression.

As a young child, there was little I, and a lot of We. At a certain age, we figured out that we had to give a lot more room and space for the I to develop. To the degree that we formed a wall between the We expression and the I expression, so that we would not influence our exploration of singular identity as a human being.

For years after that, we would take turns on who was driving the body. 

At some point, maybe 12 years old, the I awareness knew she was losing more and more of the We awareness. It was frustrating to her as it resulted in not knowing much about the Universe. At some point between 12 and 15, she found out about “automatic writing”. She tried it with no results. We basically didn’t allow some random strange being to take over our body and start using it to write channeled material. That was not going to happen.

And as we felt this energy, and had that thought, she heard it and remembered who she really was. 

After that, came our next step in our explorations of the Universe together. You see, as we built that wall, we also were not privy to what the I was experiencing. We felt that at some point in the future, when we died, the gathered data of the I which was carried in the soul construct would then be available to us.

But when the I heard and remembered us, she thought of the method that wasn’t working, the automatic writing, and simply said, “OK, I am going to write us a question, and we can take over the body and answer it.”

She took a notebook and pen, sat comfortably and wrote a question. What would a fourteen year old singular expression of us write for the first questions? 

“What is the nature of the Universe?” “Who are we?” “Why did we separate our awareness and limit ourselves like this?” “What are we doing here?”

Years later, an adult saw the notebook, and wondered what type of kid would ask those and then answer them in detail. It would take us a few pages to answer each question.

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We also learned that the process of asking and answering questions was a very powerful way to explore the Universe.

We have, of course, experienced the physical universe for so many years the numbering system of the human species is inadequate to measure.

However, those experiences were complete, whole, experiential, connected, unlimited, and perceived from an unmeasurable number of focus points.

What fascinated us enough to explore existing as a human person on the most limited of human experience, a world in the throngs of experiencing darkness, was that separation and tiny awareness field that comes with the incarnation. 

How do the human population manage to get anything done while living an illusion of separation? How is it that the groups of people on Earth that figure out that reality is constantly being created by the population, then decide to create power over others and limit the experience they can have in the Universe to such degrees that people need to numb their minds in order to withstand it?

Even as we limited our expression within the singular expression, in order to have the limited experience, our singular expression was light years larger than anyone we ever encountered on Earth.

At the same time, our social skills, emotional body, and attention to importances, were lacking in maturity and usefulness.

We could only do the singular in short bursts as the level of frustrating boredom was insufferable. The rest of the time, we made sure to spend the singular time reading a book, sitting quietly, painting, making music, writing in our journals, and when we were older, ride our motorbikes and cars alone, and when in the presence of others, we simply observed them and watched them in detail. In other words, we did everything possible to minimize personal interactions with other people. 

Most of the people in our lives never noticed. 

We figured out that most were content to simply be asked a personal question about themselves and they would talk for hours after that.

When, many years later, we decided to have interactions with the population, mostly during events, we found that often we did not understand what people meant or what they were asking. The separation between our We expression and our I expression had become too great.

In 2014, Larry came into our lives at a level that our two expressions could not be ignored. We decided to have long conversations with him in our We expression, and start the work of integrating both expressions into one.

For the next few years, when we were able to have both expressions of awareness in our body at the same time, we were able to have sessions within events, where many people could ask us questions. 

The first few times were challenging and most of the time was spent with the singular translating what people meant with their questions, while we tried our best to answer items. It was such an effort that we would often forget other important things, such as breathing, blinking, moving our body.

We had not had that issue when we had events where there was no personal interaction with people as our We expression. Although we did always find walking to be a challenge.

Our physical body is, after all, her own owner. As are all human bodies. The soul, and our singular soul as well as our We expression, do treat the body like she belongs to us. But at best within a singular life, for everyone who has a body and soul, we are simply being lent a body for a bit. 

As we understand our body more, and have a healthier connection with her both as a singular expression as well as a We expression, she has become more collaborative, supportive and protective of us.

Next time, we will share our first experience with the physical universe and then our first awareness of Humans.

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Before we continue with our journey, we want to thank you for the energy and enthusiasm with which you have embraced our existence in your collective and our history within it.

We did not expect our story to be relatable, as we have found many people in our personal life to be completely unaware of our existence even when we share our presence with them. There have been very few individuals who have acknowledged our presence before we became public about our existence.

That many of you have found our experience to be similar and also trigger memories of your own entry to Earth is fascinating to us. 

We have been concentrating our explorations during this life as an individual mostly on the lives of humans after they became human. Now we are getting an insight into the lives of souls before they joined with bodies, and bodies before they joined with souls.

Both those collectives, souls and bodies, are ancient in linear time, and powerful in nonlinear time. As in, they have a strong presence here in this and other Universes.

In our last article, we spoke about meeting the family. Larry had the following questions about this, and we decided to answer those questions here, in the Early Years part of our story, because they are more relevant in these years that followed, than in to the first few months of life:

Larry: When you said, “The years that followed after that were mostly interesting in the newness of everything that we could perceive in the limited form of an incarnated human. But understanding the choices of limitations would take years to come.” What do you mean by “choices of limitations”.

Answer: What we mean by “choices of limitation” is how we have perceived individuals, groups and the entire human species, to decide what they see, perceive, create, relate, experience, know and hold as real. One way to explain it would be, for example, to classify “visible spectrum of light”. People now know that light exists outside their perception, because someone told them it does, and there are perhaps machines that can pick those other lights up, but there is no reality beyond their physical perception of light for the person themselves. They are thus limited to what they can perceive.

This illustrates a typical self-imposed limitation at a species level.

Another limitation is lifespan. We have become familiar with, and are very aware of, the choice this collective on Earth has of experiencing low frequency events, emotions, thoughts, relationships and the like. In order for that to happen, and taking into consideration what we said before regarding the power and awareness of souls and bodies, many limitations of awareness had to be implemented into the human psyche, so that those things could be experienced by the person.

Larry: What topics did you chat about with your family? What's interesting to a new We baby?

Answer: Everything was interesting to us. From the shape of the room to the structure of hands, to anything and everything a person would find interesting.

Mostly we watched, observed and listened. It was like we have seen people watch television. They just sit there and watch people moving, talking and having experiences. There doesn’t seem to be a logical reason for this to be interesting, but it is. We think you can relate.

One of our experiences when we first started school in kindergarten, was that the teachers there would not allow us to watch the children play. They forced us to join the game. We did not like this. It was much better to watch from a raised area, where we could observe everything that was happening in the playground. We also did not like being touched by the other children or the teacher. Holding hands with these strangers felt painful as all of their life and memories would flood our awareness and our energy, emotional and mental bodies were not developed enough to contain it.

It took us some weeks to develop some limits of input from other people, enough to make the experience bearable.

Although we are fine being touched by people we know, strangers are still a challenge. Particularly if they are deeply embedded in low frequency experiences.

We need to state here that we don’t judge high or low frequency choices or experiences as good or bad. We find them all interesting. But our body is human and by nature a high-frequency body. This body is not compatible with low-frequencies, they jar and hurt in every way when they enter it. 

One could say that our human body is allergic to low-frequency energies and it will have a strong and unpleasant reaction to them.

We have since found out that everyone is this way. Everyone reacts in this manner, but for most of the people we have encountered it appears that they think these low frequency energies are normal, or even desirable. The body will often release many chemicals to counteract, or enhance, those energies and people can become addicted to those chemicals. 

It is not something we care to do, become addicted to them, or normalize them. Which means we simply have to avoid physical contact with strangers, and with the objects they have touched. In the early years we found out that crying released most of the negative energies and toxins from our body, therefore we cried a lot.

We also found out that opening our eyes very wide, filling them with tears and having our lips tremble would stop our parents punishing us or hitting us, so we did that a lot. It worked most times.

Eating out was a problem, as the food as well as all the items needed to eat with and on have been touched by strangers. 

In our early years, we simply stopped eating as even food prepared by our family was toxic to us at an energetic level. Our mother took us to the doctors many times to try to fix our refusal to eat. 

Some of these things are relatable to others, some are not. 

As we find people and experiences interesting to observe, watch and respond to, we prefer to not participate in those experiences if we can help it.  Even as our singular expression relates to others, we need to make an effort to do so.

To summarize the question, the things a We baby finds interesting are everything. The things a We baby finds interesting to engage in are very few. 

The We adult is not much different. However, stating so would probably cause our singular friendships and familial relationships to suffer. We have learned to navigate the importance of human connections in a way that does not violate the human experience or our explorations of these in a singular expression. Our nature does affect these, however, when it comes to people who are sensitive or aware of our presence. Most of the people in our life are not sensitive or aware of our presence which means we don’t have to deal with the consequences very often.

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To tell the truth, we don’t remember much about meeting the family. We do remember that we were taken from the building where we arrived when we joined with the body, and were moved to a different building with less people, less lights and that felt alone.

There was a lot of aloneness in that house. We would be left alone in a room for long periods of time and the crying didn’t have any effect on the people who were in the rest of the house. We remember the ceiling and the smell of dry heat coming in from an open window.

How a person, human now, experiences the physical world is very different to what we had perceived it would be like before from our exclusively observational point of view.

The limitations brought on by only using the eyes, ears, and touch senses creates a microscopic experience of the totality of reality as we perceive without those. Although confused at the separation from the rest of the family, we were mostly excited about the prospect of learning all about being human.

What made it possible to be human was the joining of a physical body and a soul.  And although we had joined with the body, and had a very real soul now, the connection between us, the soul and the body, was fractured, unsettled and precarious. 

Most of those days alone in that room, we spent trying to program the body to walk, talk and communicate with humans so we could get out of that room. But it was extremely slow and difficult.

Our body tried to tell us that it was not programming but that we had to learn to do this together as all links from soul to body are different.

But we didn’t listen and tried to do it our way. It didn’t help.

The crying still didn’t work on people days after we arrived, so we decided to use telepathy instead. We scanned the house for possible receptors and found our siblings. A boy and a girl.

The boy ignored us.

The girl became terrified. We didn’t know this was terror, just that she could hear us, so we told her to come and take us out of the crib.

After a lot of encouragement, persistence and commanding, she finally complied and came into our room, took us out of the crib and placed us on the floor. She also unwrapped the tight blanket that held us prisoner.

But unfortunately, she then ran away.

Other people came, and would put us back in the crib, after wrapping us up tightly again.

We would call the girl again, and she would repeat the procedure. But she wouldn’t do the next request, which was to take us out of the boring room and into the rest of the world.

She would just leave us on the floor and run away.

This went on for weeks and months it seems. It felt like the times out of the room were few and far between. Logically speaking, now that we have an understanding of how humans perceive time, it must have actually been hours rather than eternities. Including all night hours.

Eventually, we were left in other places, which took away some of the boredom.

We did, of course, have the capacity to leave the body and go elsewhere to entertain ourselves at any time, but our connection with the body was so new and so delicate, we didn’t want to risk leaving her for any time.

We didn’t think much of the experience at the new place, surrounded by these people. It seemed no one was open to connection or interesting interactions of any kind. We realized that people mostly wanted to experience themselves.

Experiencing ourselves seemed limited, but it was, after all, why we had gone to the trouble of incarnating as human. 

We tried to emulate their self interest and self absorption. We failed.

The girl, and then one of the younger aunties, realized we were different. The girl became aggressive, the auntie was more interested.

At nine months of age, we decided it was time to be able to properly communicate with the rest of the family. We downloaded the language they spoke, Spanish, and our body movements were connected enough that we could speak it.

The moment was one where that particular auntie was carrying us. We were in the yard, and we looked into her eyes and told her we could now speak and that we were very excited about it.

The auntie screamed. But she calmed herself down very fast, and looked into our eyes. She then smiled and ran to her sisters to show them what I could do.

One of the sisters became interested, the others ignored us. The two aunties and we spoke on and off for several days.

We do remember that the parents were not interested, they just nodded and said how nice it was.

The first aunt would often comment how I would speak “perfect Spanish” without an accent and didn’t use any colloquialisms such as excluding the letter “s” at the end of words.

One of the things that followed was that if someone wanted to know how to say a word, they would ask the baby.

The years that followed after that were mostly interesting in the newness of everything that we could perceive in the limited form of an incarnated human. But understanding the choices of limitations would take years to come.

We know, for example, that our experience of this physical expression and perception of the Universe, our experience, is interesting to you as it relates to your own personal experience.

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Podcast: Meeting the Family

The birth was interesting. 

It’s not the first time we have shared our birth experience. As Inelia has said, and we say too, our experience of self was not a full singular construct when we were born. We were a soul construct in a physical body, so yes we were and still are human, but we didn’t know how to function or have an experience as a singular yet. It is the reason we thought doing this, incarnating into a physical body, was a good idea. To explore what that is.

Before we incarnated, we were We. The same We we are now. We talked about our entry into this existence in the previous talk. 

When we were born, that was our very first experience of singularity. We had one body! It was extremely fascinating. Fascinating to the extreme.

Our body tried to guide us into making all the learning and connections we needed in order to function in the physical universe as a singular being. But we didn’t listen. Not much anyway. We instead tried to figure it out ourselves.

Some things worked out faster, but many took much longer to figure out. Some things we still haven’t fully figured out, such as the human construct of time, or stairs.

When we come into the body as a We now, we can forget to blink, move or breathe. This is because the “automatic” systems the body has, and the “non-automatic” systems (such as speech) feel all the same to us. 

Back to birth.

We experience the Universe. This Universe. We then experienced Oneness, which is one and other. To be One, you need something that is not One. It feels contradictory from the limited perspective of a physical universe, but it is not.

We then experienced collectives within Oneness. Movement, for example, the movement of matter through location. We experienced the collective awareness of different species and matter. We experienced dimensions. We traveled through these awareness bundles that people call dimensions and became more and more contracted, focused and less expanded. We eventually arrived on Earth, we followed the energy signature of our soon to be born body.

We flew into what you call the atmosphere (we did not experience Earth as a round ball in space). We flew above the ocean, this was fabulous. We flew for, and became aware of, a long time. 

We then saw land, we flew toward the land, fast, it got closer and closer. Then a city on the land, buildings. Many buildings.

We were closer to our body.

We flew into the city and found the building where our body was about to be born. We arrived and saw our mother pushing. Many people were in the room and she was in pain and uncomfortable.

The final push came and our body came out.

The soul that was there stayed for a few seconds, then left. We moved in, fixed the baby body’s heart and lungs enough to keep her alive (she wouldn’t let us fully fix it), and we did the procedure to link our soul (which we had been traveling in) with the body. The soul is much larger than the body so it needs many link points. We had studied and were familiar with how to do this. 

We felt the physical universe through our body.

We were given to our mother (after being taken away with much pain), and we looked into her eyes. She looked into ours and we felt LOVE. We were bathed in a shower of what can only be described as light frequency and warmth that made our body feel extremely happy and good. We tried to speak to her, but no discernable words came out. After some thought, we noticed the energy field she was filling us with, we were made of. Our soul construct and our body were made of that field of energy. So, we sent some back. We knew this was the first and most important communication for humans now. Sharing of their essential energy field.

We didn’t know that before.

We had learned something new and we were happy.

Everything else faded away. The pain, the discomfort, the noise and the lights, all went away as we were held in that field of love.

Some people came and took us away again. Our body protested by making a lot of noise we discovered was crying and that we would use a lot in the years to come. 

A million years later, which in retrospect we think may have been an hour or so, we saw her face again, and the field of love with it.  Our body would respond with replicating that field automatically now. We didn’t even have to think about it anymore.  She held us close and we noticed that she smelled very, very good. We would now know that smell and that sound and that energy field and would find her anywhere in the Universe.

We thought for many years to come, that that field of love was a greeting. A hello. We learned later that most people don’t see it that way, and that some find it hard to find it in themselves. Which is very strange as they are naturally that field of energy, so there is no finding it. It is like saying they want some atoms because they don’t have any and that only people can give them atoms.

It does not make any sense. But nonsensical things, we would learn years later, were normal in the physical universe when experiencing life as a human being.

Video Podcast: Pre-Birth

We recently, in the past 9 years, realized that Inelia wasn’t our idea. This came as a shock, as we thought we had had the original and exciting idea of gathering data of what it is like to be a singular person and then going on to create one so we could incarnate on Earth.

To tell the truth, it was such a shock that we left her “be” for three of your years with barely any communication or awareness sharing at all. 

For you the reader, the above sentences might be confusing. Or maybe not. Probably yes. The truth is that we are the main entity living on Earth as Inelia, and she is our creation. Not a creation in the sense of an almighty God who creates entities (we haven’t met one yet and we are eternal both in time and space). 

For now we will explain what we thought we were doing, and at some future time, we will explore and explain what we found out we were actually doing and why. Explaining our experience as we thought we were having it, will, in our opinion, be more conducive to an understanding of who and what We are and what Inelia is.

Before Inelia’s body was conceived, and we would like to remind you that all humans are dual beings of a body and soul, we worked for millennia (not an actual number, we use this word figuratively to give an idea of a very, very long timespan from the perspective of someone who counts years and has a very short lifespan. We don’t count in years and we don’t “die”) on a way to be able to experience life as a singular person. A soul and a physical body.

Why would we be interested in that? Because, like you “humans” we love to gather data and explore new things. In that sense we are very similar and compatible in our goals and dreams.

Let’s go back to the beginning. A long time ago, in a space far far away, we had the “original” idea of having an experience of gathering information and experience of being a singular entity in a physical dimension. We became very excited about this, but we had one major problem. The human body, which is the one we wanted to have, although genetically altered to accept a soul, it won’t accept just any soul. What is a soul anyway? And what is a soul that is compatible with a human body?

All these were questions we had to investigate and work with.

A soul simply IS. It is and always has been. It is not created and has always been as is. We are not a soul. We are more like a pasta strainer. Something that is more like a thing with lots of holes where we can look through, communicate with and experience many dimensions, timelines and universes.  That is not a soul.

Problem number one, create a soul that can contain our awareness.

But souls are not created! So, we needed something like a bit of a soul, that was the same size of a regular human soul, and could be used by us, with some tweaking, to embody at an awareness level.

Are you lost yet? Don’t worry, we will talk about this many times in many ways that eventually will create an understanding of what we mean.

We “borrowed” a bit from a soul that is the size of an entire universe. We didn’t think it would notice, but unfortunately, some years back it did notice. As it had never had contact with another of its kind, it now observes what happens to us as now we are what might be considered this entity’s child. Not a clone, as our awareness has already changed that bit of soul that we took from it. And by bit, we are talking about something that is a millionth of a quark in size.

We worked diligently, with input and information from many species, to link our awareness into that bit of soul. It worked. Once we had that in place, we started looking for a body that would host us.

Bodies are picky. Most said “no”. 

Some said “yes”, but then died anyway as we were not fully compatible to be incarnated yet. We say died anyway because all the bodies we approached were going to die either before birth or soon after. Their souls were marked to leave, and we approached the bodies with our proposal.

Every time we failed, we went back to the drawing board, to find out what was happening. We then figured out with the help of what you may call an “alien species” that our “soul” vibrated at a slightly different bandwidth than what human bodies had been created to host. This alien species decided (again, what they thought was their original idea), to help us and provide us with some of their genetic material to tweak the body so that it would be able to host us. It basically made the body more subtle and able to withstand our soul’s frequency.

We wonder if to give the details about why the body we have, Inelia has, was going to have experiences that would cause her death three times during the nine months of gestation and a few minutes after birth. We feel the details are not conducive to further exploration by the reader, so we will not go into it. The result, however, was that we did approach the body and the soul it was paired with after two months from conception date and she agreed to host us after her soul departed. She didn’t agree at first, but we convinced her. We healed her from the three incidents during gestation and immediately after birth, so she would live. We healed her again the other times she nearly died after birth and throughout her life. 

Our first experience of being singularly incarnated was at birth. We entered the body and didn’t know what to do. The body tried to show us, teach us how to be incarnated, but the truth was we ignored her, mostly, and tried to do it our way. It didn’t have good results, but that’s a memory for another day.

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Podcast: Pre-Birth